"All seasons are beautiful for the person who carries happiness within." - Horace Friess

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Labels: Different

It's Final Weeks but I wanted to share my thoughts with YOU.

and facial expressions:

I can't take a listen to another show tune this year. 

I see you looking at me.. Let me study in peace!

There is Power in the Pen

Help me!?
and here's some of my thoughts.. Verbally :)

For some of you this will be the 1st time you hear my VOICE. I love putting people's voice and facial expression to text. I am a person who makes MANY faces while talking. It's funny and expressive but that is how I am. I am funny and expressive person. Sometimes, I feel as if my writer's voice doesn't match my personality. I am very bubbly and happy most days but there are other layers of me. I made this video yesterday while at Good Girls Go to Paris Crepes, here in Detroit. I was conversed with a lovely gentleman about everything from politics to my blog to his adventure with remodeling his new home to our childhoods and he left me feeling refreshed. The experience made me feel human and connected. Important as if I had something with substance to say and give to a conversation. Sometimes, my confidence isn't there. I am timid about conversing with new people in fear that can read my insecurities and "flaws". Sometimes, I feel a bit "damaged" or labeled with a tag that reads, "defective".

Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, Such silly girl I am.

But this gentleman, allowed this chatty girl an opportunities to converse and feel human,

not some spacey alien like creature that rambles,

not this aloof artist that drop just about everything while settling at our table which is often called "clumsy"

not this Queer Electric* person either**

but  a person whom he may find common interest with...
he listened intensely and responded. We had a enjoyable and memorable exchange on my end at least.
 I hope he becomes a friend and even not, he left me with an amazing experience:

 I am not that different from anyone else. 

 It was exciting to meet a new person and explore them a bit. It also was the pick up that I need for this week: conversing with someone outside of phone conversations and internet chats. Which I do love but sometimes, I need real time energy. My friend E also told me that my fuel is being around people, how vibrant and refreshed I become around people and their energy. I guess her theory was proven.

*Queer Electric is a term that my friend recent shared with me. I like it and align myself with it.

**I will explain what the mean in later posts, I have a final to complete at this time.

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