"All seasons are beautiful for the person who carries happiness within." - Horace Friess

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Am I losing my damn MIND?!

My apprenticeship is ending in a couple of days. 

I applied for a second year extension or fellowship for my contract & it was rejected. 

 I honestly did not want to complete a second year. I desire deeply to travel and dedicate some time to self discovery. Since I planted my feet in Detroit, I have been searching for creating some stability. 

Spending a great deal of my life attempting to prove that I am"real adult" led to me sacrificing a lot enjoyable moments like deepening my friendships, creating artwork, discovery of self and relaxing. 

It's  also been a difficult year facing hard decision making, a failed relationship and moving back into family's home. 

I desire so badly to renew my spirit. 

A fresh start on perspective of the world and life. 

It's essential to keeping my sanity at this point! 

A couple nights before receiving my rejection letter, I created a Master Plan for a documentary about transformative leadership: community organizers, gathering spaces, cross cultural programs that uplifting communities. It's my love offering to my city. We often hear narratives about a broken Detroit. However, there's a big story that isn't being told. 

I am sure across the nation there are more communities like Southwest, North Rosedale and Core City that enriching the experience of residents. I am sure of it!

So....

I am losing my damn mind and LAUNCH a crowdfunding site to support my next step.

Caprice Woods

The Film Maker 

Stay Tuned... 

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

I am...

I don't want to dare say that I am back... for the umpth time.

However, I am feeling renewed.

If you haven't noticed, I changed the title of the blog from Conversing Caziah to Whimsical Playgrounds.

It feels more fitting for the time being.

I am single now.

It was the best decision Spirit could ushered in.

I am feeling a bit more confident after feeling rejected.

It's beautiful to rediscover self again after a breakup.

Every day I am constantly looking moments to pump my Spirit up with good things.

Whether I am..

listening to music..

enjoying a good meal...

relaxing...

or restarting my blog.

Good things are all around....

and

I am thrilled.

Listening to : Jill Scott - Spring Summer Feeling